HOW to be better?

It is time to do a planning for my future.
I know I have many weakness.
It have a very big gap between me and my ambition.

I just wanna to be a usefull person
I just wanna to be GOOD.

But I am not good at communication, not good at explaination.
My respond capability is not good at all.

OH GOD! How I going to be better?
HOW...?